Sorry for updating an EMO post again . As i used to be .. for this few day .
Sometimes , when group of friends came close then something might happen , spoil the frenship . I guess u guys have the same thoughts wit me , right ?
Everytime I get closer wit some friends , I was so happy because ... thy talk everythg wit me , share her sadness & happiness wit mea . Oh-so-lovely frens we are ! but at the same time , I'm scaring ! I scare we'll be no longer closer . I scare she'll hate me , backstabb me or anythg . [even though I always act like , nevermind-it's ok ]
I dont knw what my frens thinking , seriously , and i rly wanted to knw . Thy always say love me but nvr find me for a chatting section or anythg . Like .. in this sch Holiday . I've been finding some of my frens in msn . Try to get knwing how's their life
What I unhappy for is no one say HI to me in my msn or even text me thru sms . ya , except for those who need my help , like .. to get a company for outing .. to ask smt abt themself . WTH ! Even my "HI-BYE frens" will ask , "hey , how's life ? " .
I think I'm so nice to take advantage frm , [even though i'm not so "usefull" ] cause thy'll only find me for smt . I tried to let 'em knw all abt myself , what's happening and WTF thy're fucking busy . Don't even have the bloody free time to reply me .
I don't knw why I typed . I don't knw . But I knew some of my frens will hate me start frm this moment , thy'll said , "wtf wrong wit HX ?? she's a bitch ! " and then just dump me at a side . Yes . I'm not kidding . it's serious ! this might happen ! I'll wait .. let's c who's the true fren .
p/s , I don't need baby , dear , sis , lao po , honey & watever name u call yr BFF . I dont need this so-called BFF . What I want is a friend tht can chat wit me when I need 'em !
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