Sunday, June 2

The angers in me.

Thank you Arden for visiting my blog again. If I'm earning money from nuffnang, you are definitely the one that contributing to this. 

So yea, negative thoughts. Recently, I have not been really positive about anything and everything. Especially when I found out that my macbook battery is dying and need to be replace. That moment I feel like the saddest kid in the world. Next was my web design assignment, I admit that I am not born with the design talent neither do I have any strong sense of art. However, I think I am doing pretty well in web design class (because it was not all about design, basically, technical stuff). I was happy in the beginning until the day I gotta pass up my individual assignment. Guess what, I got scolded for no reason from my lecturer and a stupid malay friend. To whoever that reading and recognize which malay friend that I am referring to, feel free to tell your friend and ask him to read this.

Yes, I am chicken. I DONT FREAKING DARE TO TELL HIM IN FACE THAT I WAS ANGRY ABOUT HIS JOKINGLY SCOLDING TO ME. It is not fun at all to get scold, wait... NO, I didnt just get scold.. This freaking Malay friend FIERCELY YELLED AND SWEAR AT ME. Again. IT IS NOT FUN. Malay friend, your action is totally stupid and immature, you need to please control your EQ well. ALSO, DO NOT EVER YELLED AT ME AGAIN WHEN I AM IN A REALLY BAD MOOD I DO NOT GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL BE SAFE NEXT TIME. I might just grab anything hard to hit you. IT IS REALLY NOT A FUN THING TO GET SCOLD FOR FUCKING NO REASON. I will forever remember how you fucking yell and swear at me and no sorry is not accepted. Yes, I hate this Malay friend from the moment he fucking yell at me. Maybe the next time I see him I will still give him a"friendly-like" smile but I am never ever gonna joke and have any serious chat with this malay friend again.

Okay, that is the part for malay friend, my lecturer also pissed me off at the same day. She also freaking scolded me for no fucking reason. I was totally innocent. What happened is I  transfer some of the file to another folder because the main folder was too messy. Then I went and show her my web design assignment. I was shocked when I open the homepage because it was not complete. My lecturer then scolded me say "I also want go home. if you not complete then do not show me." (the stupid malay friend also say something when she scold me) Then she say u want to cry ah. Hey BABI. for sure that I will feel like crying la, getting scold from 2 babi for no fucking reason. Who the hell will be happy!?!? From that moment, I decided to not pay any respect to this lecturer anymore. She deserve to be boycott by the rest of the student and get fire in a short time. 

Thinking that this post is coming to an end? No! There are one more thing that irritate me last week. I have another subject which is contextual studies and I have 2 group mates that I was suppose to meet them up on Friday. Due to one of the group mate that have this very important trip to go so we got no meeting and the presentation is on next thurs. So What? I am so going to finish all this shit by myself. It is seriously damn wrong to think that someone has actually change and hope that they will be hardworking in their final semester. 

No. This post is not finishing yet. 

Beside of all the human beings that giving sooooooooooo much problem. My Macbook pro also gives me problem at the same time. My Macbook pro battery is dying now and it need to be replace by a new one. A new battery cost like RM500+. RM500 is definitely a huge number to me (you know I am not famouse blogger like xiaxue, no sponsor no income) How the hell am I going to pay for this... I told my parents about this and they pretend they can't heat any shits and I guess I have to bear the cost. 

It is so sad for me to see how people are not willing to help when you are in danger. People just enjoy to look at you drowning in the sea. Whether alive or die, your business.


I know wordy post is really boring....
 show you my cute picture la :P
Luckily there are cotton candy, beers, coffees, novels, koko krunch, stupid friends and boyfriend to cheer me up a bit. 

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