Wednesday, July 10

Bullshit.

Birthday was always the day I look forward to when I'm a kid. I have god parents, they pamper me like a princess. Always got me present and birthday cake. Those day are the happiest days ever. Until my god parents have their own kids and I also grow up (very fast), we stopped celebrating my birthday. I started receiving small birthday gifts from friends during primary school. Birthday is still not a big deal in my life during that time. Birthday suddenly become something big and so important during high school time. We always have thousands plans for everyone's birthday. Maybe at that time our parents grounded us and birthday is the only time that we get to go out and have fun. Therefore, everyone love each other's birthday.

Those Happy Birthday getting more sad and boring when we grow up day by day. Birthday started to be meaningless to celebrate. Every year repeat doing the same shit only. I used to think that we should have small gathering on anyone birthday because... that will be fun.

But NOW, I wish they never care about me anymore. They always act like they care so much about my birthday and discuss in the WA group. In the end, I'm the one that plan for my own birthday. It is okay, as long as everyone can make it. No, that is the problem. There will be someone forever having problem and comments on everything but not trying best to solve/fix it.

Hello people, I plan for my own birthday liao just keep quiet and come celebrate for me la. If you cant make it just dont come. You make my life so hard by complaining this and that. Now, I'm forcefully happy to celebrate my birthday with you all. Cant you see how hard is it to celebrate birthday? The process for a birthday celebration is rather frustrating, depress, pressure than exciting.

Birthday is bullshit. Celebrating birthday should be ban in every country.

Cheers people. We dont need birthday celebration with bullshit people. Allweneedisjsutshopping!


Okay lah. Last last year birthday is very happy. Maybe because no boyfriend. They scare I commit suicide on my bird day. LOL



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