Such cozy Saturday at home, with only my own thoughts with me at home.
I've been waiting. Waiting for your call, your text... your greetings.
Never get better ever since our last argument.
It's been so long that we never skype and have a proper talk. It suffers me so much.
I know it's stupid to let someone affect you, your mood and thoughts. But this man has fully control me. Sad to say, but I am somehow enjoying that shit.
Going to work with such heavy heart is very challenging. I'm curious why these people in office have no other emotions except "happy".
So these people are really good at hiding their "unnecessary emotions" at work. I am amazed. Really.
I'm so gonna practice that and to be a emotionless (as in for sad, angry, etc) girl in my whole life, only show happiness.
I hope I will be success one day.
To the man that I love and hurt me unintentionally at the same time, I love you so much and I miss the old us so much.
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