November.

All vacations ended. Here comes the long awaiting November.

Time to start working, be serious for my life. Although I really do enjoy my time slacking and doing nothing, but being a useful person is much better.

I dont usually come to my blog, when I do meaning there are something unhappy/bad/miserable just happened.

Last Friday I got drunk with my buddy in Langkawi, then I drunk text the boyfriend. He got angry.

The next day he texted me in a very weird way, he said he wanna ask me something serious but he havent make any decision yet.

We talked for 2 days. So our problem is there is a huge gap between us. Not because I drunk text him but I guess that is what triggers him to talk to me about this.

All I can blame that cause this is myself.

I hope there is no decisions need to be made from the bf. I hope everything stay still.