It may be the most depressing day ever.
Honestly, I'm so "guilty" for not going to my diploma convocation. It's most probably the only time in life but I didn't make it.
Instead, I spent my money on a flight ticket. I dont know which one is more worth it.
I dont know what's getting into me. This feeling is terrible.
I tried sketching, drinking tea, painting, reading.. but nothing seems to help calming down.
Or is it just a depressing day for everyone?
How I wish there are someone to talk to. Maybe a friend.
Maybe I'm over thinking but I've never felt like anyone has like me before.
I guess it's enough for the break up stories and being sad.
Time to forget and move on?
I dont even know what the hell am I thinking when typing these.
Sorry for those that hate me. I think I deserve them. Sorry for your forgiveness. I dont deserve them.
I'm so sorry for not being a good human, not appreciate my life.
I'm sorry.
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