A test from god.
A test for patience, tenacious, happiness, toughness - whatever I don't possess at this moment.
Everything is too much for me too handle. Negative comments from work. Negative thoughts from people around me. It is too much to handle. Too much.
Sometimes, sometimes, I laugh too hard and all weakness revealed.
Me-time doesn't seems to be working very well as before. I need to talk. I'm holding back too much, share too little.
If experiencing nightmares, insomnia, worries, sadness everyday is what make life. I guess I'm underestimating the purpose of life, my life.
Anticipation for life.
Could it be found again someday?
Or shall I just live with it. Live with this life. Never have that dream again, no more.
I am sorry because I'm a disappointment.
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