Getting engage.

It was beyond happiness to see a couple that has been dating for 12 years that finally got engaged.
His brother and the girlfriend finally got engaged! I shed a few tears because it is really touching to know that they could make it to this stage.
They are really cute and adorable couple.

I am also surprise that I didn't feel "bitter" which I thought I would. Instead, I feel so amazed and really really happy.
"Getting engage/marry" was my dream ever since I met him.
He was the dream man I'm looking for, the father of my children, the husband that I willing to wash his dishes and clothes.
All of these ended up to become a dream for me. Such an unfortunate to not have him with me for the rest of life.

I have always been dreaming about him proposing to me, it is never a clear picture when I thought or imagine about it.
Maybe because I wasn't the right girl for him.

Anyway,

I'm still looking forward to getting engage... with I dont know who. I wish it could be him if not please give me someone that I love.

Realizing that there is beautiful love story existing in the world is a big motivation for me.
Life is fucking me so hard and I've been trying to give up on myself.
So thankful in knowing such wonderful news on Sunday night.

I hope all happy couple can stay happy and appreciate each other.
You must always remember that it is really lucky to meet his someone within million of people.
Getting engage with someone that you love/love you is like a miracle and it should only happen once in life. Having the chance to stay and live someone else is like a God's gift.

Cheers to many more happy couples.