I dont want to whine about it but the battle with maximum work in minimum time just drive me a little bit crazy.
Meanwhile, I am also going back into the "missing him badly" condition. Alright, I know you are getting bored of the lengthy post about how much I love and miss him. Let the picture do the talking this round ;)
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| Short vacation to Cherating with him in 2013. |
Gotta say that was the best getaway I've had in 2013. Everything is so simple and quiet, just right for what I want.
Just sometimes, I wish there is someone to tell me that where is he, what is he doing right now or even share a pic with me of what is right in front of him.
I've been dreaming about him these few days. Dreamt of him wanting me back, I am indeed beyond happy in the dreams. I still pray and hope for us to be like what we used to be. #prayforkins LOL
No, no more tears. I didn't cry.
This post is meant to be happy, and it will be.
So work gives me headache, robbed my beauty, stolen my health, raped my dreams, fool with my thoughts but I'm not gonna stop there.
It was hard and I believe there's a big reward ahead for me if I survive through all these bullshits.
All I need to do is just taking a short break in between.
Short break like this - A paradise, good companions, young hearts.
I dont like it when people telling me that they are old when they're only 18 or 21 years old? and I'm not qualified to stop you from complaining because I'm not any older.
I know you tend to have lesser time when you grow older because you dedicate all your time to work, gathering with family & friends and sleeps.
You seems to have no time for yourself to do something that you like. Then slowly you realize you're are like 25 already?!
Trust me, I know how that feels.
I choose to work not because I want to experience to an adult with power & status.
It's just because I chose to pay lesser debts (fyi, my family can't afford to pay for my studies, it will be loan if I continues my studies).
It wasn't easy for me to face all these people complaining that they are old and useless. Telling me it's the #signofaging.
Aging is not scary at all. What's more scary is, having a mature heart at young age. Worrying about things that have yet to come? Is it really necessary?
I sound very naive but people have young hearts are happier, less problems than those that claim that they're more "mature".
Realizing you're old and whining about it wont stop you from aging, my friend. Instead, be young, feel young and do young will stop you from aging.
Be young;
Dress and think things that is right for your age. Dont go and start planning about your parents retirement expenses when you're only 21? Be logical, you cant afford shits as a college kid. (Different story if you start working since 13, LOL)
Feel young;
Read and listen to the right contents. It's always good to learn something new and gain more knowledge. However, it is really not necessary to force yourself to read something like "Think like a successful businessmen". I bet you dont even know what you're thinking when you start flipping that book.
Do young;
Go for road trips, get drunk for once, and laugh with friends in a cafe. Not asking you to be rude or rebellious but just be comfortable with who you're with. Don't think thrice before you act because there's where fun ends.
Admitting I'm young doesn't mean that I'm dumb. I don't have much experience in life as you do but I might have more fun when I'm 25.
Cheers to aging!
Disclaimer: The above contents is based on my own point of view and do not applies to all. Please don't follow without consultation. Thanks!
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