Grateful

Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's period.
Not very sure what has brought me here... I'm feeling very very grateful today.

Grateful that I'm still alive.
I may always talk about dying, death but everyday I woke up feeling grateful that I'm still able to see the sunlight.
There's so much I can do, see and feel here, in this world.

Grateful that my parents are healthy.
My uncle, he has cancer and is now suffering in the hospital. I am not very close to him and we never have many conversations before.
Funnily, he is the one that make a big impact in my life, without him I wouldn't be able to meet the love  of my life, I wouldn't have a bunch of cuckoo friends and I would have be working in some funny place and losing direction.
Although we are not as close as how a family should be but I sincerely hope you can get over this moment soon.

Grateful that he is always here with me. 
I always, always call myself lucky girl. No matter what bad things happen, it never get worse, it just get better.
When I thought it was time for things to get worse, it never did.
I am more than grateful that we have another chance to know more about each other and learn about love, together.
People always said when you like someone, he/she will look good in your eyes. Well, apples in the eyes. I think you have done magic to me, you dont just look perfect to me, you make me feel beautiful too.
I may not know how to describe it, its a feeling that I never had before. He makes me feel beautiful and make me feel like I am the only girl :)

Grateful that I have friends. 
Seriously you need time and patience to grow a friendship stronger and stronger. I do appreciate everyone around me that give me sincere love.
No matter what happen, I hope nothing will change the friendship.
I mean, just look for me, hard time, happy time, any time.