I am so motivated to blog when I'm in completely negative. I have never feel good or better since last week.. (I guess) I think it is a good thing to be negative sometime. I should be happy that I am sad.
I always think that I am ultimately stupid and ugly in everyone's eyes. Anyway I always trying to cover it in front of my friends and tell them I am smart n pretty. I know i didn't just change the fact that I am ugly n stupid. I seriously think that people that grouping with me for college assignment really do hate me and think I'm really brain-less. Even the closest person in my life dislike and avoid me soemtimes when it comes to some serious project. I feel so unwanted and unloved. But it is ok I'm not going to commit suicide.
Because this is life...
Well that's funny. I don't like it too when people say, "this is life". So what if this is life? Does it means that I can't feel loved or wanted by someone??
This whole shits is terrible man.
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