NAH.

Hi. it is another bad day again. I guess my god is putting me under the training of "how to get well from getting negative shits everyday". Although I'm still crying when facing bad situation (like getting scold for no reason) but I think this is okay. I dont want to keep it all to myself.

I know you are interested of what happened today..

I had a presentation today, minor one. I was not prepare at all. I did it in the morning and presented in the afternoon. You can guess the result... It is really bad. My lecturer say "Kins, you are losing your patient." I am really sad when she said that. I never wanted to be the smartest/best student in lecturer's eyes but being a bad one will somehow affect my mood. She knew that I went to a digital interactive department during my 3 months internship. Then she said I should do more for my presentation. I look like I didnt utilize what I'd learnt from my internship but the fact is she dont know what am I doing in the company for that 3 motnhs. I do not have much exposure to all the medium used, what I did is just stay on the idea stage. Well, I admit I didnt give full efforts in doing this presentation. So maybe I have really done wrong.

Thank you life for non stop giving me bad comments from people.

I realize when life turn negative everything you look and do are all negative. Every. Single. Thing. Even the smallest thing that you will normally ignore, it affects you when become negative. This is really sucks. These are the times that I seeking way to be positive again.

I am tired of bring negative already. To be positive again I need to learn to not care about what people say but I will still cry la. hahaha. I hope tomorrow is a better day :)