Hmmm.

I have this friend, very close. Hmmm I would call an intimate friend, we are so close that we tell each other every secrets. By secrets I mean nobody knows even my boyfriend. Let's call her Rose here so I wont get confuse when typing later.

Rose and I are too close that I afraid to call her as "best friend" in front of everyone. We seem like just normal or maybe only acquaintances to others. We are extremely different in many sense like, lifestyle, thinking, hobbies and whatsoever.

She would ask for help at anytime anywhere and I never say no. I would spend all my time with her when she broke up with her boyfriend or when I broke up with mine. I don't mind helping her or let her use me but the thing is she's been using me too much. I realize that and I still willingly giving her all I could.

I might get unappreciated at times. Rose might forget that I am her friend. We might be end up becoming strangers in the next 5/10/15 years but I do cherish this friendship. Although we dont really talk to each other (we just talk when we meet up and we only meet up like not more than 10 times in a year) but I hope she knows that I am truly, sincerely care and love her as a friend.

I wish her all the best in life, all the lucks and happiness.