The long distance relationship.

It's the first day of the long distance relationship journey of my boyfriend and I.

Now I finally understand why people complaint about long distance with their the other half. I am suffering since the minute he left until now. Not feeling better... yet. I am feeling really down and terribly sad, was lying on bed for half day and forcing myself to watch drama and eat. What my mind actually thinking is him. I've been waiting for his message.  I cant sit still, I can't focus on anything, not even my favorite hong kong drama.

I understand it's his first day in uni, there will be a lot of things to settle. I just losing control of my emotions and feeling really upset for everything. This is bad.

I didn't want him to worry about me. Now all I gotta do is control myself and try to be normal as usual.

Conclusion, 

Long distance relationship is a cruel test for all couple. I have confidence that we can go through this but I am not very sure if we will still be the same as yesterday.

I miss you too much.