Where's the dream I have. Why is it all about love now...
I'm surprise by myself that I am actually stronger than I thought. I wouldn't fall hard this time but.... I wouldn't let go too. I dont want to move on. I will be busy, I will be happy but I will not forget.
Only I know what this man could give me and why is he so important in my life. I dont mind to wait although there's no limit for waiting. It definitely is hurtful, worse than I can imagine.
No way for me to give up. I am never a persistent person in my life but I become one in relationship. There is no way for me to leave once I started, I will not give up. I dont want regrets in life. I would rather it to end later. It still hurtful whether it ends earlier or later, dont advise.
I will hold on to him to this love that he no longer wanted as long as I can.
Back to my dream... Almost forgotten about it... things that I must achieve in my life!
I need more distractions to get away from the sadness and thinking too much. You will see me laughing a lot recently. I'm glad that I can be so strong. So tough.
Its ok to have no love in life, but you cant have no dream.
To survive, you need to dream.
To live with a broken heart, you need to dream big.
You know how people like Adele success? She hates. She dream. When these 2 combine is such a powerful thing to trigger your dream.
Turn the negative energy into positive and there you go to achieve your dream.
Well I havent achieve mine yet. Im going to. Im gonna do it big. Im gonna prove to those that has look down on me even for only 1 sec.
It feel so good to live with a dream like a fried dough with sugar topping (sugar doughnut). It feel so complete.
Also, I discover this site call tiny buddha... Loving all the wise words/articles shared in there. No worries it wasn't all about buddhism teachings. More of a life thing, please read when you all are free. It helps me to think better when in doubts.
I shall end this with 2014 goals to achieve. Please remember I am very happy... as always.
Goals for 2014:
-To be a happy
-To be happier
-To be more than I could be
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