Lonelier

I guess it's the time of the month. The time I feel extra moody and disappointed with everything surround me.
I've been working throughout the weekends, not working in the office but yea.. just work. I tried my best to enjoy working as much as I can but still... it is really exhausted. I'm totally worn out.

All I hope for is a little bit more supportive words or encouragement from him. Well, we both are busy and I guess none of us has really get over that issue yet. I found out that he deleted one of our pics on insta that day when we still settling over this issue. Guess what, I relook into his account and realized that it isn't only one. A few more of our pics were deleted as well.

Okay, it no big deal to delete pictures. What I am not happy about is that I feel like someone has forcing to delete all those memories that I tried to create with this special person I care. I did feel hurt for that. Stupid you call, I care.
I will try my best to make things better. Somehow, I still think it is my problem that we have come to this stage.

Nights like these, I am feeling so lonely. I dont feel this way in the past as I always tell myself that I'm so lucky I have who and who. Not anymore now.
They say you will feel lonelier as you age. Maybe it's true. When you realize that everyone is busy with their own life and no one wanting to be close with anyone anymore.

Where/when this story should be continue or stop. Hint, please.