Its 5am in the morning. I couldn't fall asleep today. Wasn't tired enough to rest, maybe. My brain hasn't stop working because I think about you all the time.
I'm glad that we still talk a little. Greetings each other.
I couldn't help about missing you so I look at our old pics. I kept asking myself how can you be so cruel and leave all these memories and me alone. We loved each other. We tears, we cuddle at night in your room, we have supper at our favourite place.
Why must love can't be only about love. Why must logical thinking in love when there's still butterflies in the stomach. Such unacceptable reason but it's truth that we separate because we love each other and we are totally different in most ways.
No, I stopped crying for some times ago. I try to understand you, us. Do we really need to be separate for good?
Maybe.
I wasn't agree at all but after round and round of logical thinking and consideration. I would say, maybe.
Things are so tough. I feel like im in hell whenever I think of you. You're such a great guy, a lovely person. That doesn't mean I'm giving up on waiting for you and trying to win your back.
Like I said. There's nothing that can stop me.
I learn that life isn't about creating the best memory. It's to enjoy the moment right now.
As I realize that I've been trying aso hard to create all the best memories and abandon your feelings. I sincerely apologize.
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