I'm still committed to you; to our relationship. There's no chance that I'm gonna talk to another guy and get just anyone to replace you. There's these scenes of us, our future; getting married, having babies keep flashing in my mind. It's odd when it happens after you give up on me.
You might hate me for sending you messages and pictures. But I'm not gonna stop doing that.
I can foresee that many people will come and tell me that "Hey, dont be stupid. You are young enough to get another guy. Get over it!"
Hey,
I know I can have any guy at anytime if I want. To be frank, I dont think I'm ugly or with an obese body. It's the matter of choice. I choose to stay faithful, no matter what. I dont want any regrets in my life. I dont want to tell my granchildren that I've met this greatest men in the world but we couldn't make it last -that kind of story.
Nobody will understand me, why am I doing this. People just not gonna stop telling me that he has a new girl in UK and I'm just a fool. I'm not gonna believe anything until it happen in my face.
I do understand he's not everything in this world. No worries I'm not gonna die for him, instead I will do anything I can to get back his heart. Be the right girl for him.
I hope one day you will see and realize that we both with different background, common interest, religion, thinking but still share the same values, same promise, same love.
Come back anytime you want.
Love,
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Not an very upset post overall.
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