A very gloomy day, started with rains and witnessing accidents on my way to work.
Didn't have much expectations for today until afternoon. When client started being nasty and all. It wasn't the usual nasty and nagging, it's something "New" to me. Not easy to handle as I consider myself still New and fresh.
A long day at work with difficult client gives me really bad headache and my mood was totally ruined. Fyi, I did try to cheer myself by wearing a cartoon tee.
So I was thinking that I needed to talk to someone and no one is free. I am so stretched out with work and all I want was just a talk.
Feels like there's no way for me to relieve all this stress and pain. It hitting me so abd that sometimes I don't even know what to complain about.
I was prepared to deal with stress even before I start working but things are just beyond my control. Adding on the feelings that I struggle abouts him. It just double up every sad moment.
On the way back home, I tried let loose myself to cry and even scream.
Came home with swollen eyes and parents start questioning.
I know I will be fine and get numb with all these work stress and love problems. No matter how soon I get there, still no way for me to skip the progress. It's such a pain.
I will still be grateful for being a human and to have such complex feelings and thoughts.
Good day, human.
I guess I just truly understand this phrase - smile, no matter what.
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