Tried

Hi.

Let me be honest with you. I know I dint have to but just keep reading Kay.

It was another tough week for me to deal with work and you.
It always happens when I get more stress from work I think of you more often than usual.

I wanted to talk to you but there's nothing left for us to talk about. It's sad. Very sad.

Until jazlyn came and visit.
She is always cheerful as a kid. She's so talkative and keep asking me question. Everything was just fine until she saw our old pic and asked "gor gor leh"
I am really surprised that she still remember you. Of course I can't answer her so I jus distracted her with some cuter pictures.

I find it strange that people around me ask about you.

Guess you living well. You don't need back for sure. Im still trying to move on and move forward, if possible.

It's tiring to live in sorrow and not able to tell. Be happy will be my biggest goal for now.