Me, Life, Hi

It feels really weird to write this post in office.

I wasn't alone in the office because its raining cats and dogs outside, people are staying back to avoid the traffic jam. Well, Monday is worse when it pours.

So I am here to update you my thoughts and feeling a little bit. Been msising for awhile because I've finally shifted. Not  a big house but I'm sincerely happy with it because it surrounded by greens and mountains. Very refreshing, you all should come and hang out here. :D

The other good thing happened last 2 weeks was I got a new phone. My previous phone, Samsung S3, the screen was cracked. I didnt wanna fix it because I am so fed up with Samsung and now I'm back to my favourite brand, HTC. The phone is really cool and it has awesome sounds and camera, wouldn't ask for more.

After all the good news, let's face the reality.

I was pretty upset and worried for the last 2 weeks because grandma got admitted to the hospital. She acted weirdly like she's another person. I was kinda freak out at first but after some medication, she's all good now. I am actually very scared to lose her and I dedicated my time to her during the weekdays even I have to work late; massage her when she sleeps and spend 10-15 minutes to talk to her in the morning.
Taking care of grandma does make me feel happier in some way... until..

Until grandma asked about him. I got so upset and I couldn't response to grandma. I lied and told her things are good, we are happy.

Fact is, we are not.

He drop me few messages last week, telling me to move on and he is a bad guy.
I got it. I got this.
I cant move on. No one understand this, neither myself.

It's been so hard to overcome this feeling, the stress of work, from family, from you.
Guess I am just too stubborn.

I hope prince charming will still come to me and fix my broken heart like how it happened in the movies.
Although true love doesn't exit but its okay, we can just have fun and leave each other forever for good.


Have a good week ahead!