Can I not sleep?

I survived a bad day today!!!
Hooray!!!

It was terrible ever since I woke up from a  bad dream and realizing I was late for work. (Plus we have a governance internally every Monday morning!)

Then, I started the morning by accidentally saying something mean to a colleague. Deep down I felt ultra guilty but I didnt apologize. Yeah, all because of pride.

In the afternoon, got a text from manager saying that project is alive... again!
The most headache part is doing the "copywriting" thing again. LOL
I did put it as my hobbies/interest in linked in. Its only fun when it's not about work la.
Just.... GAHHHH

At night, we have a team dinner for buka puasa, a colleague's farewell dinner and my belated birthday dinner.
Foods were good with very "interesting" atmosphere. Exotic would be the word I guess since it's an Indian restaurant.
We have some small talk after dinner. I seriously felt like a "katak di bawah tempurung".
I couldn't join most of the topics cause they were talking about their past (most of them are 30+) and some weird funny experiences they have when travelling.
Me? Totally just a potato living under the soil.

Overall, not a good day.

The bad dreams are all about you.
It kills me everytime when you came into my dream without any preps.
I swear I didn't think about you before sleep or even look at our pic but then you decided to invade my sleeps and peace.

So can I not sleep tonight?
So I can wake up early tomorrow.

Can I not sleep?
So I will have time to finish all task.

Can I not sleep?
So you will have zero chance to invade me sleep time.

Can I not sleep?