I mean I am very busy.
very very busy
very very very very busy.
very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very very busy.
very very very very very busy.
very very very very busy.
very very very busy.
very very busy.
I mean it man.
I really do.
It's not easy to work throughout the weekends and the public holiday that you were expecting to have a good rest was totally ruin by your mom. Been out for the whole damn day with her just to search for ceiling lamps + fans.
Worst thing is, I dont get appreciated for doing so much for the family, I get scoldings. Get scold for being good.
I am now mentally + physically exhausting.
I get so irritated when a student come and tell me, " 你就好啦,不用读书可以做工 " (you're so lucky that you can stop uni and start working). Obviously, people who say this 毛都还没有生完 (very childish - a nicer translation).
I dont see how am I better than a student, except for having a little bit more money.
Oh man, students nowadays is freaking rich they could afford a hermes.
Alright, maybe I have a little bit more freedom.
Where do I get more "freedom" when I need to work until 9/10pm on weekdays and also during the weekends (just sometimes).
Look at the bright side, maybe I get a lil bit more power.
What power am I talking about here? I'm not gonna rule the world, me ain't Beyonce.
So now, why am I better/luckier than you, student?
See, I am still being grateful, very grateful for having what I have right now. I might be complaining about how tired I get lately but still am enjoying my work.
I enjoy the journey driving home around 8-10pm with fly fm. They play the best classic music at night.
I also enjoy that I can lie down on bed and fall asleep within a minute. No more insomnia problems.
I am also happy I can wake up early everyday and have breakfast - healthier brain now.
Overall, not a very cheerful blog post.
That working Saturday.

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